Sometimes

Sometimes i wonder where have i been...
I just lay on my bed until sunbeams comes through my window and give life to all these blue shadows that stay with me every night keeping my breath.
No sounds, just this sweet calm clutching at my mess hair
I hide my face under the warm sheets and wait, like those days when the smell of the coffe told me you were there waiting for me to wake up.
But nothing happens, and sun comes, and asks for you, and goes away... and night falls again, and i close my eyes and wait...
Sometimes i wonder where are you