Blue smiles

I feel blue.
Actually i'm feeling blue everyday just wondering why all the time. No matter that I know there are more and more things that go unanswered. But I try... although i know i can't find not even a bad answer.
I always look at the sky at night and find a shining star looking at me... all the time... showing me a bright smile, giving me peace and some hopes.
It's strange. I know about the chaos out there but this little bright spot so far away gives me everything I need sometimes to go on... to keep on fighting. After seeing it, I face down and feel so shy, so little... so blue, knowing somebody i can't see is walking by my side... i can feel her strength.
Tonight my star was shining. It was giving me all its light in an incredibly clean quiet sky. Everything was calm. I smiled to it and i felt alone again.
Memories will rest on my pillow again, smelling to lavenders, keeping me safe from danger again... giving me life.