Little
I feel so lone these days. Everybody say spring is like this. Maybe it's because everything is so beautiful that i can only feel myself so little.
I miss to be embraced, squeezed, kissed... loved, but i'm so little that anybody can even see me.
I don't want to be grey among the brilliant colours of the season
I'd like to be a red poppy flowering to the sun, lightly touched by the smooth winds.
I want a blue sky every morning.
I want to wait for the first drops of the rain to fall on my face and mix with my sadness.
I want to fill my soul with love songs. I don't want to sing them alone, so alone.
I want to swim among dolphins and talk to them in their funny language.
I want to wear that dress... you know which one
I want that pink candy cotton
I want to paint a chalk heart on the blackboard
I want to dream over a mattress of lavenders
I want to sleep...
I don't want to feel like this, i wouldn't like to be so little
Pieni
Tänään tunnen oloni kovin yksinäiseksi. Sanotaan ettäkevät on sellainen. Ehkä sen takia kun kaikki on niin kaunista,että voin vain tuntea itseni kovin pieneksi.Kaipaan olla syleiltynä, halattuna, suudeltuna... rakastettuna,mutta olen niin pieni ettei kukaan edes pysty näkemään minua
En halua olla harmaa vuodenajan säihkyvien värien joukossa
Haluaisin olla punainen unikko ja kukoistaa kohti aurinkoa, pehmeiden tuulien kevyesti koksettaessa minua.Haluan sinisen taivaan joka aamu
Haluan odottaa sateen ensipisaroiden valuvan kasvoillenija sekoittuvan suruuni
Haluan täyttää sieluni rakkauslauluilla.
En halua laulaa niitäyksin, niin kovin yksin.
Haluan uida delffiinien joukossa ja puhua heille heidän hauskallakielellään.
Haluan pukeutua mekkooni... tiedät kyllä mihin niistä.
Haluan vaaleanpunaisen karkkihattaran
Haluan piirtää kalkkisydämen liitutaululle
Haluan haaveilla laventelisella patjalla
Haluan nukkua...
En halua tuntea oloani tällaiseksi, en haluaisi olla niin kovin pieni
posted by Sonia at 12:05 AM
4 Comments:
I too feel like this today, really flat. Maybe its because I haven't been out to look at the nature and all its beauty. That should cheer me up, and hopefully will cheer you up to.
How can you always get so deep and catch that emotion in your words. I always feel like floating when i read about your secret world. But you are not little Sonia, although the bigness and extent of this strange world, things that were and things that are, can easily make you feel so.
You are much more than many other people that walk around this planet. You have a lot more understanding and deepness. Melancholic beauty and talents.
In my life you aren't and haven't been little, you have a huge and warm place there. And i'm sure that not only in my life.
Una rosa para la señorita española
I feel the same too, this is why I think I need to get out of here.
I know that maybe it will not change a thing, but I need to try.
I miss someone's touch, I miss feel loves, specialy now that I've lost Tero, he is dating some girl... well he said he can't wait for me forever, and I don't see my life changing at all.
I also can't ask him to wait for me forever, even if I wish I could.
But the good thing is, I didn't cry and I didn't fall down, I am just......... just.......... trying to find a way to change my life right now...
"so little?" Why is it little "to want" happiness.. we all feel the way you described at some stage or the other..
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